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JOHN HORDER

 

THE SICK IMAGE OF MY FATHER FADES

 

The sick image of my father fades.

When I was three he used to take me

Tied up in a sack to the cliff's edge

And threaten to throw me over. The wind

Was ghastly, and his hands shook with terror.

I whimpered like a fretful dog. Fear

Stole over me, and I shrieked and screamed.

 

My father said, shall I break your legs

Before throwing you over? You should then land

On the sand without the sudden crunch crunch

Of breaking bones. I looked up at him, pleading.

Then he would laugh out loud like a normal man,

And let me clamber back on to his back, so that I forgot

The sheer drop from the cliff's edge, just for a moment.

 

 

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     Schizophrenia – A Mother’s Story – Georgina Wakefield                         My Journey Of Sadness – Stan Hagon

                                       The Voice Of Carers – Amanda Cummin           Yemeni Carers’ Stories – Debjani Chaterjee

   Beyond Our Reach, But Not Our Love – Brian D’arcy                        Carry On Caring – Emily Machin & Lucy Machin

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